introspective musical journey, artist grappling with self- discovery and overcoming challenges, evocative imagery of chemicals, vibes, and medical moments, time apart from a significant person/thing, irresistible "beat" as an addiction, venomous sensation guiding the artist, running towards one's life, escape from confinement and hardships symbolized by running, rebelling red carnation as sign of growth amid decay, conflicting feelings about past relationship, invincibility to burdens transforming into separate paths, sipping "straight chlorine" metaphor for embracing the alluring beat's influence, contemplating connection to build a life from pieces, recognizing personal complexity and need for stability
<unaestheticxl_jug6> Deviantart, jpeg, worst quality, soft, blurry, wet hair, text, writing, ((logo)), deformed, inaccurate, buff, muscles, athletic
